The sinking feeling
Lo this “Sinking feeling “ puts up its head again and pulls me down...
It doesnt care about beautiful surroundings,amazing locations,warm hearts & home,welcoming people...
You are not a part of this...that’s what one feels..
As your loved ones ... move to a diffrent house,city,country...”You” are left with a void in your heart..
Oh seeing the adjustment issues,of “stay at home adult children” look daunting
What’s better? The daily adjustments or the vaccum?
When children friends family move away, and form a new world /circle of their own...( I do have my own circle too)
It seems like you are no more in their orbit ... you are a spectator out in the outer realms..
One must prepare for this eventual event(if i may call it so)...but how
You do have your own work ,hobbies etc
“Invest in yourself “ think of yourself first...
But hey isnt this in contradiction to what you’ve been told/taught since childhood...
“Live selflessly”...
Weaving your life around people,putting others first..puts you in a vunerable spot..
The quest now becomes getting over this vunerability...
Lo this “Sinking feeling “ puts up its head again and pulls me down...
It doesnt care about beautiful surroundings,amazing locations,warm hearts & home,welcoming people...
You are not a part of this...that’s what one feels..
As your loved ones ... move to a diffrent house,city,country...”You” are left with a void in your heart..
Oh seeing the adjustment issues,of “stay at home adult children” look daunting
What’s better? The daily adjustments or the vaccum?
When children friends family move away, and form a new world /circle of their own...( I do have my own circle too)
It seems like you are no more in their orbit ... you are a spectator out in the outer realms..
One must prepare for this eventual event(if i may call it so)...but how
You do have your own work ,hobbies etc
“Invest in yourself “ think of yourself first...
But hey isnt this in contradiction to what you’ve been told/taught since childhood...
“Live selflessly”...
Weaving your life around people,putting others first..puts you in a vunerable spot..
The quest now becomes getting over this vunerability...
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